五车的书

20 十�, 2005

因为害怕所以老去

— 作者 runlong @ 09:51

以前说老，戏作调侃，现在说老是真的从心底泛起一丝凉意。

下午喝茶，在regent的顶楼。说起工作，很疑惑，为什么要走？ 看看窗外，这一眼望去，数的上名字的楼---JW,Westin,四季，新世纪，世茂，香格里拉，金贸等等，都是花了多大的力气和代价做下来的，有点自豪，有点害怕。现在要走， 走到那里又回是什么样? 原来的兄弟，转眼都变成的对手。  打了个冷颤，不敢想下去，因为不知道自己还能不能闯这么一下。这一次的确有点冒险。

傍晚去健身，跑到700米的时候，右膝盖疼痛难忍。联想到年老的时候，大概要做轮椅了，又一次痛苦的不敢想下去。

晚上回到小屋，看到桌上母亲给儿子买的昂利多帮和力度深，电话答录机里朋友的留言让我不要熬夜，幸福的感觉要瘫下来一样，大概人老了特别需要这样的关怀。

打开CD， 不敢让屋子寂静无声。

整理行程，想到又要一个人出游，没有以往的兴奋，反而有点沮丧和担心。为什么又是一个人？ 痛苦的不敢直腰。

窗外飘进一丝桂花香，推开窗，对面的夹竹桃藉着月光依稀还能分辨。野猫的叫声，一次又一次撕裂寂静的夜。

明天也许是美好的，我却不敢去面对。

屋子里灯火通明，一个灵魂正在衰老。



评论

  1. Hello mates, its wonderful article concerning tutoringand
    entirely explained, keep it up all the time.

    作者 newspaper articles for kids — 15 十� 2019, 22:22

  2. fantastic points altogether, you just received a logo new reader. What may you recommend about your post that you just made some days in the past? Any sure?|

    作者 hey — 06 十� 2019, 09:08

  3. A tree care service may help to get this handled.

    作者 Susan — 03 十� 2019, 16:12

  4. Get one of the best info on native tree services.

    作者 https://www.bangphaehospital.net/forum/index.php?action=profile;u=43879 — 03 十� 2019, 04:48

  5. Yesterday, while I was at work, my sister stole my apple ipad and tested to see
    if it can survive a 25 foot drop, just so she can be a
    youtube sensation. My apple ipad is now destroyed and she has 83 views.
    I know this is entirely off topic but I had to share it with someone!

    作者 Zelda — 03 九� 2019, 10:48

  6. Appreciate this post. Let me try it out.

    作者 Kris — 02 九� 2019, 05:29

  7. Way cool! Some extremely valid points! I appreciate you
    penning this write-up plus the rest of the site is
    also very good.

    作者 Cathleen — 01 九� 2019, 08:54

  8. Hello, I would like to subscribe for this website to get most up-to-date updates, therefore where can i do it please help.

    作者 Richelle — 29 八� 2019, 00:10

  9. I could not resist commenting. Very well written!

    作者 Dwight — 27 七� 2019, 00:16

  10. continuously i used to read smaller articles which also clear their motive, and that is also happening with
    this post which I am reading at this place.

    作者 Wilbert — 26 七� 2019, 07:16

  11. Awesome! Its really remarkable post, I have got much clear idea
    about from this article.

    作者 Tuyet — 26 七� 2019, 04:49

  12. Wonderful site. Plenty of useful info here. I am sending
    it to several buddies ans also sharing in delicious.

    And of course, thanks for your effort!

    作者 Shanon — 26 七� 2019, 01:37

  13. Hi there to every one, the contents existing at this site are actually amazing for people knowledge,
    well, keep up the nice work fellows.

    作者 Lashay — 25 七� 2019, 23:34

  14. Hello colleagues, its wonderful post regarding teachingand completely defined, keep it up all the
    time.

    作者 Marilyn — 25 七� 2019, 22:39

  15. I quite like looking through an article that will make men and women think.

    Also, thank you for permitting me to comment!

    作者 Annabelle — 25 七� 2019, 11:06

  16. I used to be able to find good information from your blog articles.

    作者 Bennett — 23 七� 2019, 17:46

  17. This is my first time go to see at here and i am really happy to read everthing at one place.

    作者 Grace — 23 七� 2019, 05:45

  18. This piece of writing is really a pleasant one it helps new web
    visitors, who are wishing for blogging.

    作者 Ruben — 23 七� 2019, 03:37

  19. Hello i am kavin, its my first occasion to commenting anywhere, when i read this
    paragraph i thought i could also make comment due to this brilliant article.

    作者 Caroline — 21 七� 2019, 23:30

  20. Great weblog right here! Also your website so much up fast!
    What host are you the usage of? Can I get
    your associate hyperlink to your host? I want my web site loaded up as quickly as yours
    lol

    作者 Judith — 21 七� 2019, 03:57

  21. This piece of writing is in fact a nice one it assists new net visitors, who are wishing for blogging.

    作者 Dominik — 20 七� 2019, 17:23

  22. When I initially commented I clicked the "Notify me when new comments are added" checkbox
    and now each time a comment is added I get four emails with the same
    comment. Is there any way you can remove people from that service?
    Many thanks!

    作者 Kathie — 20 七� 2019, 12:17

  23. Hey! This is my 1st comment here so I just wanted to give
    a quick shout out and tell you I truly enjoy reading your posts.
    Can you recommend any other blogs/websites/forums that deal with the same topics?

    Thank you!

    作者 Sylvia — 20 七� 2019, 04:27

  24. Remarkable things here. I am very glad to look your article.
    Thanks so much and I am looking forward to touch you.
    Will you kindly drop me a e-mail?

    作者 Mahalia — 19 七� 2019, 17:03

  25. Wow, amazing weblog format! How lengthy have you been blogging for?
    you made running a blog look easy. The overall glance of your site is fantastic, as smartly as the content material!

    作者 Alice — 19 七� 2019, 12:33

  26. Thanks for a marvelous posting! I quite enjoyed reading it, you could be a great author.
    I will remember to bookmark your blog and may come back very soon. I want to encourage continue your great work, have a nice weekend!

    作者 Junior — 17 七� 2019, 14:01

  27. If you are going for most excellent contents like me, only go to see this web site daily
    since it offers quality contents, thanks

    作者 Rudolph — 17 七� 2019, 00:54

  28. When I initially commented I clicked the "Notify me when new comments are added"
    checkbox and now each time a comment is added I get three emails with the same comment.

    Is there any way you can remove people from that
    service? Thank you!

    作者 Homer — 16 七� 2019, 17:19

  29. Thanks on your interest in Investment Advice.

    作者 Fabio Bettamio Vivone — 24 六� 2019, 18:28

  30. Investors do pay direct and indirect costs.

    作者 Nadia — 23 六� 2019, 02:39

  31. Schwab Intelligent Portfolios invests in Schwab ETFs.

    作者 https://tinyurl.com/ — 21 六� 2019, 09:26

  32. Take into account investments that supply
    instant annuities.

    作者 tinyurl.com — 20 六� 2019, 11:36

  33. Thank you in your interest in Funding Recommendation.

    作者 Thao — 20 六� 2019, 05:59

  34. A monetary advisor is your planning associate.

    作者 Blythe — 19 六� 2019, 20:37

  35. Take into account investments that offer speedy annuities.

    作者 Daniel Valente Dantas — 19 六� 2019, 04:07

  36. That is true for investment recommendation as well.

    作者 http://tinyurl.com/y4r7a2dz — 19 六� 2019, 02:26

  37. Now it is time to choose your particular investments.

    作者 Janine — 19 六� 2019, 01:03

  38. This is true for investment advice as well.

    作者 Juana — 18 六� 2019, 07:28

  39. That is true for investment recommendation as well.

    作者 tinyurl.com — 14 六� 2019, 16:22

  40. And that is an investment danger worth taking.

    作者 tinyurl.com — 13 六� 2019, 04:48

  41. Hi exceptional website! Does running a blog
    like this require a lot of work? I have absolutely no expertise in computer programming but I had been hoping to start my own blog soon. Anyway, should you have any ideas or techniques for new blog owners please share.

    I know this is off subject but I simply needed to ask.
    Cheers!

    作者 Luiz Gast鉶 Bittencourt — 10 六� 2019, 20:32

  42. I am sure this piece of writing has touched all the internet users, its really
    really good article on building up new web site.

    作者 Cristina Boner — 09 六� 2019, 21:34

  43. Hi there, I enjoy reading all of your post. I wanted to write a little comment to support you.

    作者 Kl閎er Leite — 06 六� 2019, 19:10

  44. Hello there, I do think your blog may be having browser compatibility issues.
    When I look at your blog in Safari, it looks fine but when opening
    in IE, it has some overlapping issues. I simply wanted
    to give you a quick heads up! Apart from that, fantastic site!

    作者 L閘io Vieira Carneiro J鷑ior — 05 六� 2019, 23:49

  45. All forms of investments include certain risks.

    作者 tinyurl.com — 05 六� 2019, 21:22

  46. Wow, awesome weblog structure! How long have you ever been blogging for?
    you make running a blog look easy. The total look of your site
    is great, as neatly as the content!

    作者 Klefer — 29 五� 2019, 19:11

  47. Simply wish to say your article is as astounding.
    The clearness on your publish is just cool and i could suppose you
    are a professional on this subject. Well along with your permission let me to clutch your
    feed to stay up to date with impending post.
    Thanks a million and please continue the rewarding work.

    作者 bit.ly — 29 五� 2019, 01:13

  48. And that is an investment threat value taking.

    作者 Richard — 28 五� 2019, 21:37

  49. Investors do pay direct and indirect prices.

    作者 Tangela — 28 五� 2019, 12:50

  50. Schwab Clever Portfolios invests in Schwab ETFs.

    作者 http://tinyurl.com/y5qqs7jq — 27 五� 2019, 21:27

  51. Now it is time to pick your specific investments.

    作者 Rosalind — 25 五� 2019, 17:12

  52. And this is an funding risk worth taking.

    作者 tinyurl.com — 23 五� 2019, 06:31

  53. Contemplate investments that offer instant annuities.

    作者 remzionuni.net — 22 五� 2019, 01:00

  54. Buyers do pay direct and indirect costs.

    作者 http://urlky.com/ — 21 五� 2019, 18:42

  55. And that is an investment danger worth taking.

    作者 Myra — 21 五� 2019, 05:56

  56. And that is an funding risk price taking.

    作者 http://tinyurl.com/y2z93fec — 21 五� 2019, 00:24

  57. A financial advisor is your planning associate.

    作者 Aubrey — 20 五� 2019, 03:52

  58. All types of investments include sure risks.

    作者 Kristen — 19 五� 2019, 04:33

  59. Monetary advisors business is individuals business.

    作者 Carmelo — 17 五� 2019, 07:32

  60. Contemplate investments that offer fast annuities.

    作者 tinyurl.com — 17 五� 2019, 04:46

  61. That is true for investment recommendation as nicely.

    作者 Jeannette — 16 五� 2019, 18:58

  62. Schwab Clever Portfolios invests in Schwab ETFs.

    作者 Odessa — 16 五� 2019, 17:45

  63. free ringtones ringtones ringtones

    作者 free ringtones — 15 五� 2006, 10:54

  64. 人到30总有些沧桑的.
    我最近整天跟60的人在一起,说实话感觉是很悲哀的.

    作者 满 — 25 十� 2005, 22:53

  65. 不过生日的理由，是因为想忘了生日，被你说中了。
    换句话说，面对新的一天，应该是兴奋和快乐的，其他的抛诸脑后。

    作者 Julia — 24 十� 2005, 07:04

  66. 谢谢大家的关心，老宽我只是偶尔矫情一下。:D

    作者 老宽 — 23 十� 2005, 09:03

  67. 又到生日了？我还赶巧了，贺一下！

    愿意冒险，说明你还没老:)

    作者 joyful — 21 十� 2005, 20:19

  68. 30岁的生日总归是令人彷徨的。
    不过从本质上来说，生活没有什么两样的，都是自己给自己施加的压力

    作者 fish_lu — 21 十� 2005, 18:07

  69. 膝盖痛不是年龄问题，是你跑步鞋和路面的问题，脚着地时没有足够缓冲，力量都到膝盖上了。最好在泥土地跑步，塑胶跑道也可以，不要在水泥地跑。上海这么大，应该有专门的跑步鞋店，给你量脚型，定做鞋垫和鞋子。

    作者 阿呆 — 21 十� 2005, 12:12

  70. 这两天的某一天是你的生日吧
    是岁数情节吧？
    要么彻底妥协，老婆孩子热炕头
    要么彻底堕落，风花雪月
    否则难免会有如上感慨，只是说或者不说而已

    生日快乐！！

    作者 潜子 — 21 十� 2005, 08:09

  71. 工作总是理性胜了感情，所以不用太伤心。
    小哥哥多看些书吧，转换一下心境

    作者 hong — 21 十� 2005, 04:35

  72. 好象早就知道有一天你老人家会有这种想法的~.横横,越来越迈不开一个人独行的步子了.
    如果打从这边过,还是打个招呼吧,有需要的话,请说话.茶还是要喝的.

    作者 qq — 21 十� 2005, 01:01

  73. 屋子里灯火通明，一个灵魂正在衰老。
    很深的感触!
    一个人的旅途是寂寞的,也是不寂寞的,快乐就在路边,只要你愿意去获取!
    举起镜头,我们可以比平常人更能发现这个世界的美好!
    人是渺小的,也是阔大的.
    想想,主要我们去寻找,还有什么是我们心里,脑里放不下的.
    眼睛疲惫了,灵魂疲惫了,心疲惫了,,,,才是最可怕的.
    如果,窗外可以飘进一丝桂花香
    我愿意推开窗.
    你不也推开了窗了吗?

    作者 傻青 — 21 十� 2005, 00:53

  74. 人生八苦，你只占了一成，算一算，你还有87.5%的完美生活。

    作者 vivian — 20 十� 2005, 18:54

  75. 老也有很多老法的，你这么有想法的人，别让观众失望哈

    作者 estelle — 20 十� 2005, 17:45

  76. 现在老男人才有吸引力.

    作者 笑容 — 20 十� 2005, 17:31


发表评论






Powered by pLog